For Juta! [PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION!]

So I was preparing this for a week after I saw one of your posts with...well...kinda sad meaning. I wanted this message to be short and consistent but I can't. I have so many things to tell you, I hope you won't get bored of reading it pretty quickly. 

In 2015 when I first stumbled across your comic ''I'm Mortal'' I didn't really paid too much attention towards it. Saw some of the first pages and then forgot about it. I don't know why, but that's not important. Then about half a year later I was at the edge of a nervous breakdown, and that's  beacause it was my first year in High School. Y'know, new enviorement, more responsibilities, STUFF. I thought that I'm finally going to break from dark past of middle school but of course I was wrong. People were making fun of me, because of my character, my interests and my weight. Then I got in a really unhealthy relationship which ended up with me not passing the year. Anxiety, Depression, even suicidal thoughts, those negative things disarmed me mentally and physically. I didn't wanted to leave house or even my room, I stopped taking my medicine and my sleep schedule got pretty wacky.

Sorry if it seems like I'm rambling only about myself but please hear me out.

I decided to look what's going on on the internet after like 2 weeks of vacation spend in my bed. Then I saw your comic again, just updated. I decided to read everything once again cause i didn't had anything better to do.
It made me smile. It made me genuinely smile. I loved it so much I was asking myself how could I possibly not read it much earlier! And the best thing about it was that I finally had enough strenght to get out of the bed, buy drawing tablet and start drawing my own comic that I had idea for, since 2012![Yup. Somnia Warriors]

Some time passed, I still had depression and anxiety attacks[and let's be real it's nothing you can really get rid of, only reduce the amount of it's occurrence] but I was only getting better and better! I was browsing some of your older stuff on DA just for funzies and then I saw your post from 2016 titled ''How to [nerd edition] '' When I looked at it I realized I had this really old sketch of a guy in a lab coat and his android on some paper note. I thought ''hm, I can try to redraw them both'' I did it, I showed you and from your replay I could only assume that you loved it! I was so happy! I wanted to give these two lovelies a bigger story, later there were more characters and well...you already know how things went from there.

Maybe there is a difference of 11 years between us. Maybe I know nothing about the world yet. But what I know for sure is that you are the person that ACHIEVED something. You are  the reason Somnia Warriors and Project Andromania are a thing. You are the reason I started to fight with my depression. It was because of your constantly supporting  me and my work. I want you to know that I am grateful that I found you. And I wish to meet you someday in person, so I can tell you this again.

THANK YOU.